And I thought

And I thought
in the shroud of your soul
I will repose forever
in a state of perpetuity
never to be found
by the chaos
that resided deep within me,
which, made my soul listlessly restless
and delirious at times

And I thought
in the shades of your tresses
I would find the soothing bliss
something my heart had forever languished
craved to be in such momentary grace
which, so far had fleeted and escaped

And I thought
in the midst of all my anxieties and trepidations
I would find someone like you
who would calm my perturbation
with a soothing lullaby
until I would dissolve
with a simper through my dreams

And then you came
and all this happened
and some more
before you decided to leave

Was it ​deceit?
I was unsure
was I left to perish?
I couldn’t say,
but one thing was for sure,
the chaos that evaded me
had returned with a​ vengeance
and the furor, the madness
had consumed me and
now I live in its darkest pit

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17 thoughts on “And I thought”

  1. When something like this happens we think life would have been better if that person would never have come in our life coz when they leave it’s worse than before💔
    To be true I loved the part until she came .I wish she never would have left🙂

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